The Saga Ends

it was selfish. it was desperate. it was stupid. i never really thought about the consequences of that stupidity before i did it. but i just want to get my message across. i want her, i want her siblings, out of your life.

no, she cannot have you as a friend. it is selfish, yes. but after all i went through for the past year, that’s nothing. after everything she did to make me feel all the hurt, that’s not even close. so no, she cannot have you as a friend.

i admit my mistake. i know what i did was wrong. but sometimes, you don’t always have to do the right thing. it sucks. i know.

i don’t know when you will be able to read this. or if you ever will. i just had to let it out.